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Day +2 since transplant. Me ‘n Rainbow celebrating my actual birthday here in my hospital room. I’m neupogenic so lots of hand sterilizer, face masks and no fresh foods. My hair has not shown any sign of falling out yet but my head is quite itchy. My temperature gauge can’t tell me whether I’m hot or cold. I sleep a lot and eat a little. I have protein shakes to keep my strength up. I started gentle Physio today, she said I’m strong 💪🏻. Now is the time for rest and regrowth. #ms #multiplesclerosis #hsct #chemo #chemotherapy #hairloss #goingbald #bald #inbed #bed #hospitalbed #hospital #fatigue #tired #sleep #stemcelltransplant #bonemarrowtransplant #neupogen #fuckyoums #relapse #femaleboxer #weakness #harvesting #momwithms #fightlikeagirl

7 Minutes ago

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42 Minutes ago

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Today has been horrendous eating wise. I had 3/4th a cup of banana chai my housemate made too sweet my absolute favourite drink and she tried to poison me with calories! She’s seriously no joke trying to make me fat. She brought Satan’s cookies into the house knowing they are the best cookies and it would be rude to resist so I had 1 this morning and 1 after the worst information session at the Tafe this evening because I just felt shitty emotionally and physically and I was waiting for dinner to be ready and I refuse to have any more of the ones on the counter remaining (5). Dinner was satay sauce and rice I didn’t eat the whole bowl but I was doubled over in pain from my stomach having eaten too much today being the gluttonous pig that I am 🐽. The good thing I learnt from the Tafe info session tonight is I don’t have to go back to study next week like I thought instead the intake won’t be until October which gives me all the time in the world to focus on my weight. And trust me there’s a lot to focus on fat, good for nothing, worthless, cunt. Anytime I asked a question tonight at the information session I was made to feel stupid or like I didn’t actually have my heart in the study/career I’m glad my housemate came for support otherwise I would of left there feeling even worse then I did and trust me that would of been a hard feat as the session coordinator did a good job at making me feel inadequate. #eatingdisorder #anorexia #relapse #recovery #realtalk #fooddiary #tafe #infosession #mentalhealth #feels #housemate #support #education #inadequate

1 Hours ago

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1 Hours ago

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2 Hours ago

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2 Hours ago

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let’s sleep on it like they did revival

3 Hours ago

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3 Hours ago

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4 Hours ago

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5 Hours ago

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6 Hours ago

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7 Hours ago

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8 Hours ago

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9 Hours ago

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